Maybe today was not such a good day. I kept thinking that my friends will forget about me someday since they’ve found what they wanted in life and that I am not important to them anymore. It also drains my will to do good work since I don’t think I would be appreciated.
The good thing is, though, that I held on to the belief that I still have others around me in spirit (but not in person) who appreciate me for who I am. Also had the work conversation on the best way to proceed with reworking the code base, and entrusted them to carry through with the plan. I also saw efforts in learning in others that helped me keep the faith that all this, is not in vain.